It's easy to love Him when you have nothing, try loving Him when you have everything.

Internet Therapy

My older sister has just moved out and as one may guess I have a bit of sadness mixed undeniably and extreme joy. Now before you call me any names or decide that I'm a horrible sister whose only goal in life is to push people out of her nest 'til she is alone with her mother and aunt and can have all the attention to herself, let me confirm your suspicions and tell you that it's true. I have no desire to live alone, but after living with two sisters in a room only big enough to hold Elysha's (my sister who just moved out) bed and me and Lisa-Anne's (My younger sister) bunkbed I'm pretty psyched she's gone! I mean of course I love her but after she left I had SO MUCH ROOM. I got so excited that the day after she moved out I started planning out what to do with the space. Of course I stood in the middle of the room and had a moment of silence for Boofus (her nickname) but it was followed with what resembled a Indian rain dance that me and Lisa-Anne preformed on the grave site of the "Elysha-is-in-the-house-and-I-want-to-kill-her" memories. In the middle of all this I knew I was gonna miss Le Boof, but she's two minutes up the road and I can always see her after I get out of school and what makes it even better is that she is located right beside my favourite coffee shop!

I'm totally not a stalker by the way :)

You know in a way I can somewhat understand stalking…I mean the creepy part isn’t for me, but I can understand a little bit of why it’s done. You get to see a different little world, a world that isn’t your own, but in a way, the fact that you can see it and see the interactions inside of it kind of make it feel like you’re a part of it instead of being a bystander .You get to have a world that you feel you haven’t broken with all your mistakes; a blank page. I guess that’s where the control cuts in; they, the stalkers, start to want to make the little world perfect, their own little dollhouse. They want to change the interactions, the chemistry, and the characters. The little world, the dollhouse, the Narnia (if you get my reference) gets perverted.